Entry title: Tomorrow or today
Date / Time : Friday, January 1, 2010 / 1:45 AM
2009 is already gone in a blink of an eye. The year started with me trying to cope with the new secondary three lifestyle - new subjects, new teachers, new friends. I think I managed to overcome it averagely. I've tried to manage time and care less over studies but it all did not seem to work out. 2009 just seemed to pass by me so quickly, I wasn't able to really take everything down in my heart and it just ended already. The trip to Fudan really broaden my horizons, made me realize there is world out there bigger for me to explore. Those times spent there were really memorable , my first immersion programme was not too bad actually. Now trying to recall 2009, it actually seems distant and the memories aren't even that vivid anymore. 2009 is over, no point thinking about it. I should set sights on 2010 , learn from the mistakes made in 2009.
What I hope to acheive this year. I hope to become more outspoken , more brave. I hope to focus and really mean it. I hope to pay attention in class more. I hope to sleep punctually so that I won't doze off in class. I hope to remember to bring everything I need for classes and not forget it. 我希望能够找到一个新的方向，而不是老是没主见地跟着别人的意思。 记得我老是不认真，但从今天开始我要用心做。 I want to put my heart in everything I do. I want to get rid of my bad habits - lying things around,forgetting stuff,ruining things. I want to experience everything I have not, live everyday like its the last.
Sometimes I really think I'm a woodblock, so emotionless to everything happening around me.
